Benjamyn’s Story
We on Earth now are about to make great advances
in our spiritual and galactic knowledge.
Tremendously advanced information will enter
our mass consciousness and awaken many.
We will be learning of the Star People
who surround and protect our planet.
We will be learning about those who have had control of our planet
and have caused terror, fear, and destruction.
We will learn to forgive. We will learn to heal.
And we will learn to love all beings.
There is no other way for us to advance
and co-create a world of beauty, love, and joy -
a world of harmony.
I am a wisdom keeper with knowledge of other worlds and
the challenges they have faced and the lessons they have learned.
I will share these stories so that we may all learn
and gain a greater understanding of our world -
not as victims, but as empowered creators of our realities.
In the March 2010 newsletter, Sasquatch,
a part of my soul that I am merged with,
wrote of his life as a great lightening shaman
and our deep devotion and love for one another.
I introduce to you today another part of my soul.
I do this not to cause you fear, but for you to begin to understand
the depth of forgiveness we must all embody.
One day I was surrounded by many beings -
all of them aspects of myself.
I welcomed them all into my heart.
Left were three reptilians hesitant to merge with me
without my permission.
I was drawn to one with beautiful blue eyes
which looked into mine. He asked,
"May we come, too?"
I looked into his eyes and saw only light and love.
"I said, of course."
Benjamyn tells his story...
"Commander Illyard is my father.
I am his son Benjamyn Illyard -
a reptilian in full military gear aboard a spaceship.
Our mission is to destroy a beautiful and highly advanced planet -
to cause its destruction.
The purpose of my incarnation is to stop this from happening,
but I find myself too weak to stand up to my father,
too weak as I have always been.
Though, once when I was little and just learning,
I spoke from my heart to my father of love and compassion.
He beat me hard with his hand till I bled all over.
He looked deep into my eyes trying to extinguish the light I held within.
I did not fear being beaten by him,
but at that time a part of me left and my reason for being his son,
my soul's mission to prevent the violence was never realized
as I avoided my path and escaped from my reality.
I hid from who I really was and went along
with his military training and plans for me.
Now an adult, I resemble my mother
with her watery blue eyes that linked to God.
But I cannot look into my own eyes now
as my father prepares to push the button
that will send one planet crashing into another
as all on board watch prepared to cheer.
It is over in a flash and I have not tried to stop it.
My heart has left my body, my debt heavy.
I rush to the bathroom to throw up my guts.
I know I must begin to repay this debt and harness my soul.
I slip out of the ship -
killing my physical body and enter a dimension
where I can be helpful as I collect souls and pieces of souls
as they emanate from the explosion filled with shock and confusion.
I am Benjamyn Illyard and I am one with Caroline now
as she graciously forgave me and herself - as we are the same.
And she forgave my father for all that he has done
and sent him the love I was never able to feel for him.
She welcomed me into her being,
with a healing love I had never known."
In loving service,
Caroline Ra
Pleiadian Emissary of Light
Soul Aspect of Ra
July 2010
Copyright © 2010 Caroline Ra.
All rights reserved.
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