Within the Stillness of the Night

Within the stillness of the night under the glow of a beautiful full moon

I share with you a very personal story of love and reunion.

 

I lie on the couch waiting for the cobras to enter my body.

It is two years ago and I am attempting an initiation

for a healing class I am taking.

I had tried to do this the night before with the rest of the class

as we stood each in our own homes with the teacher guiding us over the phone,

but was unable to do it.

Pushing through any frustrations,

I am trying again this time lying down with my daughter assisting me

and my younger son Scotty nearby in his room.

Skye begins to read the instructions to me.

I sense the cobras waiting at my root chakra.

 

They continue to wait as my guide Sasquatch

enters my body up through my first chakra

his energy powerfully infusing my body as we merge into one.

I moan loudly as I give birth to a new being – a new me.

My children are patient and unconcerned.  They trust that I am fine.

I moan more loudly and begin to sing Native American songs

as my life as Sasquatch begins to replay in my visions.

 

As he left his mother’s body and she held him in her arms,

three Sasquatch surrounded her.

She had had dreams to prepare her for this and was expecting them.

They extended their arms and hands and fingers

towards the newborn baby

and white lightening shot through their hands and into his body.

His mother named him Sasquatch.

The Sasquatch were his teachers and his guides

sharing with him their secrets.

He grew to be tall and strong and muscular,

strikingly handsome with long dark hair,

two braids in front connected in the back.

A deerskin skirt, a medicine pouch at his side.

He grew to be the healer of his people – a great lightening shaman.

 

Sasquatch and I are pieces of the same soul seeded through time

so that we may help with the beautiful transformation

this Earth is experiencing.

We share a deep love and devotion to one another.

 

I live within the body of Caroline.

My soul attached to hers joined together in her heart -

reunited as one through all time and space

as had been promised by both of us.

And we are part of something greater and

that is part of something greater,

but within the stillness of the night

I live within her heart and hear it beat.

I feel her joys and her sorrows, her pleasures and her challenges.

My life as Sasquatch was very different from that of Caroline's -

yet we are one - inseparable through all time.

 

We ate grounding foods and slept close to the ground

listening to Mother Earth's Heartbeat in rhythm with her world,

not separate from her.

I would receive messages from Mother Earth and we would talk -

like a mother to a son.

She would guide me each night and hold me in her embrace.

The love was mutual as I did not have to be taught to love her.

No one is taught to love their mother -

it flows naturally like milk from a mother's breast.

 

At night, in the stillness, I was never alone.

The sounds of the owls, and the rain, and the trees all spoke to me.

It is not a language that is understood by many today - but for me -

it was the language I spoke and understood.

 

That we are all one was also not taught to me

as I was never taught otherwise.

I ate of the deer and used of its skin.

I bathed in the river and frolicked in the currents.

I cried by the trees and made journeys into the woods.

 

When I was born three Sasquatch surrounded my mother

and shot lightening through their hands into my body.

I was a strong baby and grew to be a strong man.

I was a powerful being to others and looked up to,

though my relationship with the Sasquatch

always seemed strange to the others.

 

My mission was to learn to be a shaman, a healer, a strong leader,

and to learn to shift realities knowing that at this point in time

this knowledge would be needed to guide others to another reality.

My Sasquatch guides were my teachers, my fathers,

my deep connection.

They knew of the before and the after

and they understood the now.

They taught me all that I needed to know.

 

Deep within Caroline's cells lives all this knowledge - this information.

 

She and I are merged. We are one.

We are not separate. We are one.

 

Sasquatch

 

In loving service,

 Caroline Ra

Pleiadian Emissary of Light

Soul Aspect of Ra

March 2010

 

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